Jco

last week seminggu duduk umah Along. abes je kursus kawen on 16 & 17 july, esok nye aku dh siap2 tok g umah along. aku terbang bersama adek dgn firefly hehe trn dkt subang then alang yg amek. well actually ni first tyme adek naek flight hehe.. selama 20 thn hidup ni la br pertama kali naek hehe.. farhad yg br setahun tu pon dh naek flight byk kali. well, aktiviti dkt umah along mcm biasa je la.dok umah pastu g JJ.tu je la keja ktorg. skunk ni spot baru utk lepak is JCo Donut. yum2 delicious. ni la aktiviti ktorg 3 beradik bersama si kecik tu. my fiance de ckp "jeles la dgn farhad ni" syg sll bes kn ms dgn dye hehe" jeles gak rupanye dye :)

kunang-kunang & kupu-kupu

pada zaman dahulu ada kisah tentang kunang2 dan kupu2. dahulunya mereka ini berkawan baik tp skrg ni kunang2 & kupu2 dh x berkawan. pe agaknye jd dgn mereka berdua ni kn. kupu2 dh diam kn diri dan kunang2 pon menyepi gak. mereka pernah berjanji utk berkawan smpai bila2. tp smua tu dh berakhir. bila kunang2 menyepi si kupu2 pon amek langkah yg sama. berdiam lebih baik tok jauhkan diri dari masing2. pe yg ade utk mereka hanyalah secebis memory.

satu masa dulu, kunang2 kecewa dgn kupu2. dengan kekecewaan itu kunang2 cuba utk melupakan si kupu2. tanpa disedari datanglah si pari-pari dalam hidup kunang2. sayap kunang2 yg patah telah sembuh dgn bantuan si pari-pari. seseorang yg amat bermakna utk kunang2 sekarang.si pari-pari telah meniupkan semangat baru dlm diri kunang2. si pari2 tidak akan membiarkan kunang2 jatuh lagi. pari2 selalu ada utk kunang2 dlm pe jua keadaan. si pari-pari menyembuhkan haty kunang2 yg terluka. tp disedari luka itu bercantum semula dan senyuman jelas terpancar di wajah kunang2.

kunang2 telah membuang segala memori tentang kupu2. kupu2 pernah berjanji utk setia tp janji x semestinya ditepati. kdg2 kita berjanji hny utk memungkirinye. de 1 ketika kunang2 terima berita dr kupu2 yg sudah lama menyepi. kupu2 inginkan keadaan kembali seperti dulu tapi itu mustahil kerana kunang2 dh memilih jalan idup nye sndri. kunang2 dh jumpa cahaya yg menghiasi harinya. seribu sesalan bt kupu2 tapi itu x akan mengubah pe2. kunang2 dan kupu2 hanya ditakdirkan utk kekal sebagai kawan sahaja. sampai bl agaknye persahabatan antara mereka akn kekal. apa yg pasti kini, tiada lagi hilai tawa dan gurauan antara si kunang2 dan kupu2. mereka tidak boleh terbang bersama-sama sambil bercerita seperti dulu kerana masing2 dh memilih kehidupan sendiri.pe yg kunang2 harap dari kupu2 semoga kupu2 bahagia smpai bila2. kunang2 doa kn kebahagian kupu2. kisah antara mereka dh berakhir. bak kata si pari-pari " tak ada apa yg perlu diingati. kisah itu sudah lama berakhir. yg ada cuma sekarang."

kunang2 berterima kasih kepada pari2 kerana telah menyedarkannye dari lena yg panjang. kini dan selamanye kunang2 hanya utk pari2. kunang-kunang cukup bahagia sekarang. menantikan saat utk kunang2 dan pari2 disatukan...  trima kasih si pari-pari :)

bakerlicious tyme

today masa nk memasak hehe...fantastic.its turn out smuanye ok.hehe tukang merasa tok masakan ri ni ialah my dad,my lil sis & my future hubby to be hehe.. ri ni bt 2 jenis masakan. hurmm first tu bt kek lapis hehe.. tp yg letey nye bt kek ni hampir 4 jam aku ngadap kek ni.... start dr kul 3 dkt kul 7 br bes hehe.. yg penat tu ms nk melayerkan kek tu..masyallah..but i really enjoy making it, yg x ley blah nye kek ni gunakan 17 biji telor.masyallah, mcm kek tok bg HR mkn je :)

second dish lak aku bt kuih seri ayu.tunang aku ni dr ari tu ngidam nk mkn kuih ni..sbb cinta yg mendalam ewah hehe aku pon bt la..tp x lm pon.bt kul 7.30 mcm tu then dlm kul 8 dh ley serve. dye smpai je umah td terus dok dkt meja mkn n tngu kuih. smpai je trs amek msk mulut hehe. i enjoy tgk bl org enjoy what i cook for them. it make me smile. trs ilang penat g berdiri selama berjam-jam td hehe.. gmbr nnt i kasi upload k.. x smpt nk upload muaxxx

giler itu passion

dah berapa ari ni asyik ngadap lappy.dr pg smpai la ke pagi esok dpn lappy je..waktu tido pon dh x normal. mcm mak guard lak aku rs hehe.. sebok download game. hish umo dh 20 an hehe gile fanatik bab game ni.aduyai.. dh tu masih kumpul komik. agak-agaknye kalo dah bergelar isteri org ni perangai msih sm x? aku rasa itu x berubah. dr bt benda x berpekdah ni baek dok dpn lappy lyn cite korea ker or download game smpai hardisk pon dh tersedak hehe.. hard disk ni dh nyawa2 ikan dh hehe.. this is my passion beside event. i could spend so many hours in front of my lappy just to play game. i enjoy myself hehe yg penting x kaco org. hrp my hubby to be kn phm la yerk habit ur wife to be ni :) pe pon minat kt when we enjoying doing it we won't bother what people are saying. walaupon kdg2 bg setengah org habit kt ni zaman kanak2 hingusan tp itu minat kt. itu adalah kita. so x kisah la kalo aku still tgk spongebob n tergelak2 hehe msih baca komik n gelak mengekek-ngekek. that is me. people can judge me but i know my self better yehaaaaa

peacock and crow

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

 

first tyme i heard this song i felt in love with it. this is a song from Glee.. sumtimes in life things happen for a reason. 1 day u wake up as a crow n the other day u wake up as a peacock hehe.. peacock can be a crow.. but can a crow be just like peacock. actually only you can answer that question. do u want to be pretty but arrogant just like the peacock or u just want to be a normal person like the crow. sometimes people around you want you to change. just think about it. is it a good thing or not. no matter how many changes u have made just remember there are things that can't be UNDO.. once u did it,u must leave with it for the rest of your life coz u made the decision. dun change who u really are. dun change the person inside your heart coz u know better than others :)

b e r s i h

ri ni kecoh psl isu bersih. smpai katanye jln dkt kl mostly di tutup. bersih ni dh tercatat as 1 of malaysia pny history. aku cuma membaca n mendengar komen org sahaja. mcm2 pendapat org bg psl bersih ni. tp aku sgt x stuju ttg manusia yg kononnye berkobar2 semangatnye mengutuk2 di FB sedangkan dye daftar mengundi pon x. umo dh layak mengundi tp daftar pon x. so layak ke manusia mcm ni nk bincang psl isu bersih ni. politik skunk ni ntah la. brg makin lama makin naek. standard of living skunk ni pon dh bg nk gler. dlu kalo gaji 3000 duduk Kl ley survive lagi. skunk ni mmg x ckp la kalo nk hrp kn 3000 tu. stay dkt kl husband n wife mesti kn kja. kalo dpt laki kaya x pe la jugak hehe.. ley dduk umah goyang kaki hehe.. pe aku nk ckp ni, tngu pilihan raya nnt. malaysian people are very educated now. so they know which one to choose. just dirty politics ni dh ketinggalan zaman la. so people renung2 kan dan selamat beramal hehe.. i just remember about 1 famous quote from a film V for vendetta. he said " People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people".. so people think wisely muaxxx

b o s a n

just received a call from my fiance. he told me he got a better job offer. hurmm he want me to decide for him (how sweet :)). well actually, i'm happy with whatever his choice is. as a "wife to be" i will always support him no matter what.  my mum said to me earlier, 'ni rezeki nk kahwin' hehe.. it's so true. rezeki kalau ALLAH dh bg kt kena bersyukur jgn riak hehe. jd i still waiting for his answer.maybe tomorrow he will inform me. today also i found out my fwen Nana will get married this coming November. i'm so happy for her. so2 damn happy. jd dye akn menamatkan zaman bujang dye dulu sblm aku. cuma coretan biasa2 je sbb bosan kn hehe muaxx

hola holiday

lama x tulis pe2 dkt blog ni hehe..even x de sp nk follow pon i dun mind hehe..
i've been for holidays in Tg Balai,Pulau Karimun in Indonesia.lik je dr sana trs stay call accompany my sis coz my bro in law go to Bali with his friends. well for my holiday, everything is awesome.  bl kt g tmpt org mesti la try mknan dye kn.. for the first time ever aku mkn kulit. lembut yg telah di goreng n di jadikan keropok huhu.. seriously, i dun even know yg keropok tu dr kulit lembut huhu.. maen bedal je sbb ingat kn tauhu yg digoreng hehe the taste is great n delicious but the smell masyAllah hehe.. shopping jgn ckp la,mmg sgt heaven. murah gler hehe.. well that's for now. rite now dh dkt malaysia dh pon. it's a great holiday. i just wish after this my whole family can join  hehe